kashbutta x marriage.

it's official folks. i'm engaged and underaged. no joke. wait, i don't think you folks heard me. iiiiimmmm eeennnngggaaagggeeeddd. you know, marriage? yeah. and you'd never guess who proposed to whom. :) am I too young? why of course. is this a huge step? surely. is our love enough to keep us together? who knows. what I do know, however, is that I need him in my life to survive. I most certainly can't make it without you, hunny. I mean, I really dont know what to type that I havent already said to you/typed before. Like I said in my last blog about you, I'm ready to be your wife...and thats that. fuck what anybody else says. fuck their thoughts, their feelings, we're in this together and I dont care what ANYONE has to say. how they feel is how they feel...but how we feel is how WE feel. and they'll never know how strong those feelings ARE.
alrite so, here's a list of the top 10 things I know people are going to say to me.
1. you arent mature enough.
2. youre too young.
3. you dont know what real love is.
4. you have your whole life ahead of you.
5. explore your options first.
6. you guys are too young to support yourselves.
7. it wont last because its so early.
8. you guys havent been together long enough.
9. you dont know him that well/ vice versa.
10. you must be crazy!
thanks, but no thanks. ive taken all of this into consideration and, contrary to popular belief, I know what i'm getting myself into. I've thought long and hard about this, and i'm NOT a stupid person. I know when I make a foolish decision and when I don't. This is by far the smartest thing I've ever done...

"meet me in outerspace. we can spend the night...watch the earth come up."