so, this is possibly my what? 489478th blog about bryant? Lord knows I cant help it. Blogs are for your inner-most thoughts and tracking your daily activities with means to share them to the world. what else do you do when he's the only thing you think about? what other subjects could you possible speak on when your daily schedule consists of waking up, talking to him, then going back to sleep only so that you can see him in your dreams? my point exactly.
I cant remember ever feeling this way about anybody else...ever. he adds such a burst of happiness to my life. even when I have absolutely NOTHING to smile about [like today] he KEEPS me gigglin. He's also defined many words for me. i.e. "puppy love". they say young folks dont know what true love is, which, in a way, I guess is true. In my past relationships I've always felt like I was "in love". But the way I felt about them compared to the way I feel about him? the most unrealistic comparison one could make. Sometimes I think about how much I love him and I wanna cry. I NEVER understood that part of "dangerously in love" but now i know EXACTLY what B was talking about.
I love him more than anything. I love him more than me...which is ultimately something you SHOULDNT do. But I cant help it. At this point, I need to stop talking like I'm talking to an AUDIENCE and just talk to him...so...
Bryant...baby I love you SO much. I would sacrifice any and everything to see to it that you stay in my life forever. I cant imagine how things would be without you...and I dont want to because the thought of it would hurt just as much as it actually happening. I want to be able to wake up by your side every morning in our huge hdtv house, [island in the kitchen lol]. to fix you a big breakfast and see you off to work. to bare your children. to help raise our family that neither one of us have had, to be able to sleep comfortably by your side at night knowing that I have you forever and always.
Its strange for me to feel all of this so young. and even MORE strange to feel this way in such a short period of time. but baby, look at us. look at where we've been and where we are. And we're STILL strong. I know you're going through some things right now, and I just want you to know that i'm here for you. to hold you and let you know things are okay. to wipe your tears if ever they should fall. to give you a pat on the back and words of encouragement to let you know that you'll overcome whatever obstacles are in your way.
I know i'm no beyonce, or no top model. I dont have long hair flowing down my back, or a billion dollars to buy you any and everything you want. But I have a heart. and its filled with love for you and nobody else and i'm ready to love you unconditionally. ready to hold your hand as we face the world together. ready to conquer all so that our love will prevail. ready to be...your wife. I love you. 4.15.08
I cant remember ever feeling this way about anybody else...ever. he adds such a burst of happiness to my life. even when I have absolutely NOTHING to smile about [like today] he KEEPS me gigglin. He's also defined many words for me. i.e. "puppy love". they say young folks dont know what true love is, which, in a way, I guess is true. In my past relationships I've always felt like I was "in love". But the way I felt about them compared to the way I feel about him? the most unrealistic comparison one could make. Sometimes I think about how much I love him and I wanna cry. I NEVER understood that part of "dangerously in love" but now i know EXACTLY what B was talking about.
I love him more than anything. I love him more than me...which is ultimately something you SHOULDNT do. But I cant help it. At this point, I need to stop talking like I'm talking to an AUDIENCE and just talk to him...so...
Bryant...baby I love you SO much. I would sacrifice any and everything to see to it that you stay in my life forever. I cant imagine how things would be without you...and I dont want to because the thought of it would hurt just as much as it actually happening. I want to be able to wake up by your side every morning in our huge hdtv house, [island in the kitchen lol]. to fix you a big breakfast and see you off to work. to bare your children. to help raise our family that neither one of us have had, to be able to sleep comfortably by your side at night knowing that I have you forever and always.
Its strange for me to feel all of this so young. and even MORE strange to feel this way in such a short period of time. but baby, look at us. look at where we've been and where we are. And we're STILL strong. I know you're going through some things right now, and I just want you to know that i'm here for you. to hold you and let you know things are okay. to wipe your tears if ever they should fall. to give you a pat on the back and words of encouragement to let you know that you'll overcome whatever obstacles are in your way.
I know i'm no beyonce, or no top model. I dont have long hair flowing down my back, or a billion dollars to buy you any and everything you want. But I have a heart. and its filled with love for you and nobody else and i'm ready to love you unconditionally. ready to hold your hand as we face the world together. ready to conquer all so that our love will prevail. ready to be...your wife. I love you. 4.15.08
2 comments:
we've had our differences kash, but this is really deep.
& i applaude you for sharing it & i respect you for pooring out your real feelings.
that was beautiful. your very mature, and i feel your decision is very accurate.clearly, you have a wonderful fiance.
- stay blessed
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