kashbutta x a broken heart.

if I could...I would hug your heart.
I'd grab the peroxide, kneel by its side and tend to its every need.
brushing the dirt off its wounded knee.
and bandage it.
cotton swabs, neosporin and medical tape to the rescue.
it sounds stupid, but I swear dear heart I never meant to hurt you.
it's almost like you're my child, although I know I gave no birth.
but I taught you how to love again, and then forgot your worth.
its almost like, for a minute I was temporarily blinded,
you were hiding,
like the love was lurking but I couldnt find it.
only thing wrong with that equation is that it was always there...
unmasked and visible to the naked eye.
never unprepared to care.
ready for love.
but not ready for war.
not ready to break.
but regardless of my intentions
your heart is torn and scarred.
i wish your heart could notice sincerity, though believing me is hard.
all im asking for, heart, is forgiveness.
for one more chance, and one more try.
with no more hurt, and no more cries
attatched.
just a pure...untainted...love.



Heart, I see all of your scars.
and according to how deep they're cut, they won't heal soon.
but they WILL heal.
if without help, probably not fast.
probably not well.
but WITH help, they'll disappear.
and you can go back to how we were.
and we could go back to how we WANT
and if and when you're in the shape to try this all over, heart
im willing and ready...with band-aids.

kashbutta x friends.

so yeah, thanks bb and lizzy.

eliza - maaaaan, HOW long we been friends now? like, what? 4-5 years? its crazy lol. I have NEVER met you a day in my life, but I swear I could trust you with my SOUL if I had to. Its like, we have a bond and a friendship that could NEVER fade. You are my very very best friend. And while thats weird considering the fact ive never even had the chance to shake your hand, WE know that the friendship we have is real and will live on forever more. I LOVE YOU WETBACK! lmfaoooo.

reese - wow we've come so far! You make me so happy, its not even funny. Like, you're my other half! Whenever I laugh these days, if its not because of bryant, its cuz of you wit yo dumbass. I love it! You're always there for me and I know I can trust you with anything. foralways my favorite homo lmfao.

bb - bb you're like my reese...but for more serious subjects. I go to him when I need to get a good laugh. I go to you when I need good advice, or someone to confide in. and its funny, because once upon a time I seriously hated your guts =\ but NOW, its like, we click so well, and I know youve always got my back, and I have yours.

adina - maaaaaaan adina. lol. alright this is finna be crazy. so, just a couple months ago, I didnt like you. and why? i dont even remember. all I know is that it had somethin to do with a wack nigga named brian that probably isnt even a person and is computer generated =| but now that we've actually had the pleasure to talk, im sure we both can agree that this new formed friendship is gonna go really far. you're my bookie lol. and people was catchin heat like "how kash aint like adina but now they cool". easy. when you grow up, you put aside childish things. the little "beef" we had was childish. point blank. especially considering the fact neither one of us can remember what we fell out over. but all of thats in the past, and whats the future is the fact that you're my bookie now =]

mars - MY FAVORITE OREO! man I love you lol. there's no other way I can put it really. sometimes I swear I forget how old you are. you're the most mature person Ive ever met when it comes to certain subjects. I can really tell you have a bright future ahead of you, like a lawyer or somethin lol. you're funny, and cool, down to earth, and just a good person to have around. im glad you're in my life =]

jay - one of my favorite lyricists man. your talent completely and utterly amazes me at times, and whats even more amazing than THAT...is your personality. you're seriously one of the funniest people i know lol. you're wiity and smart, and cocky and loving at the same time. you swear to be such an asshole at times, which, I definately can account for lol but you still have one of the biggest hearts. =]

ace - another one of the best! you're a deep, deep soul man. *snaps fingers* and I pick up so much wisdom from you. you're music teaches me a lot and makes me look at things in ways I never thought I would. and you're also another good one when it comes to the advice givin. now if you'll excuse me, i need to make it rain. *throws a billion ACE cards in the air

trevor - sometimes, you really really really get on my nerves. =| but despite all of that, you're still the most loveable person I know. really. <3